Current mood: hopeful
Check this out....You read them seperately right? well Try this on for size. How soon "not now" becomes "never" but it's never too late because Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try, so spread your wings and prepare to fly.
Why do we chance losing something so wonderful and perfect because we are too scared to try or give something new a chance? This is probably the only thing that I can say I wish I changed about my past. Whether it be completely letting something go in order to experience new things or trying something totally off the wall and different in order to broaden my horizon :) I have lived a full life so far but I'm only 23, there are endless adventures that I want to submerge myself in to grow as a woman, as a human in general. The excitement of the wonders I could encounter is endless and I cannot wait to find someone who is willing to dive in without worries or cares of what anyone thinks. Just to forget the pain and sorrow in the past and focus on the bright and shining future that they could see if they were to just look into my eyes and capture the reflection of hope and desire and passion I hold. OH MAN, I feel like I have so much to offer to someone. I truly do
It's not as if we won't fall. Brace yourself for what may happen if you take this chance. I am warning you from the bottom of my heart, I know it sounds like simple fun. Just to let go and let it happen. Sometimes you will fall. But falling is not failure to me. Falling is just a chance to start over and do it better. I have fallen over and over again but I am still willing to give Love and Life a chance. Why NOT? My heart hurts at times when I am rejected ever so sweetly by people I thought I could trust but they are just trying to start fresh too. I cannot blame them for wanting to try new things and live. NOW now now don't be afraid of what will come in the future. Just remember to brace yourself at all times in case you DO come crashing down. We all have these times but we have to remember to get back on the ride again. Don't worry, you were ready for this you knew it was coming NO WAY were you blindsided. GOT IT? Oh and don't think that everything is going to fall into place at once. It won't trust me. But if you keep an open mind and continue to be optimistic, you'll see that there are amazing things that happen every day that are creating a foundation for the building of the future that you want
No one will blame you for not knowing what or who you want in life, but don't hold back in fear of being hurt. Or else you may lose the one person that would never purposely hurt you. Oh cupid how I would love to snap that pretty little arrow over your smart ass head out of revenge for all of the misses you've accomplished when aiming for my true love or someone I could possibly truly love. What is wrong with you? Okay but whatever force brought me my friends I must say KUDOS to that, cuz my friends are awesome. I promote friends in almost every one of my blogs and this one is no acception. I have an abundance of friends and the ones that I quite consider my BEST or family are the most awesome of all. These people keep me going and this is what we should concentrate on even though I'm a hopeless romantic and miss flowers and movies and dinners together....wait...no...my friends and I do this regularly anyways. This is the first time I'm going to risk hurting people's feelings by mentioning who has been here for me lately and I just wanna say THANK YOU Andy, Steph, Uno, Crystal, Kyle, Romie, and Tasha cuz these people have actually been there when I needed something and helped me out by lifting my spirits in so many ways. I truly am thankful for these people being so close and in my life. Thank you THANK YOU THANK YOU. You have been my rocks and I appreciate every moment I get to spend with you and I love the hell outta you guys. Just so ya know :) If you weren't in my life, it would definately be boring. I'd be emo or something crazy and scary like a hobbit of some sort lol. Yeah scary thought. LAST BUT NOT LEast IN this here blog I wanna remind you to TAKE CHANCES jump, if you fall you'll survive and the worst that could happen is you get up and laugh and brush yourself off...those who are like my friends here will laugh with you. Best that can happen is someone will catch you or jump behind you to let you know you're in it together. What do you have to lose? Reputation? Oh c'mon high school is OVER do it! JUMP! BE RANDOM! BE Ballzy do it! DO IT!!!! I dare ya.
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