Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Still Holdin On....to my emotions it's tough tho

Thursday, May 28, 2009


Current mood: distressed

Wouldn't you know...I went to the lab and they need different paperwork and so I didn't get to do the tests...my blood sugar was also pretty high and they want it normal when I go in so we'll try it again tomorrow morning...or today so it seems since it's 1AM. My mom knows I'm stressing and so she brought me Junior today. My baby...my chihuahua. My son. That's how it goes around here lol. We got some pics together on my myspace today so you can see how old he's getting lol. He was born in '04 I believe so he's gettin up there in Chihuahua years. My friends have all been very supportive and are just about as anxious as me to find out what's wrong with me. There is still one thing I haven't been completely open with the instant boyfriend. It will not be an issue yet but could possibly be an issue in the future if the tests come back...unexpected. I'm not worried, in being honest with all of my medical issues, so far, he has stuck with me and made some pretty executive decisions so far that he really didn't have to. He's holding strong and THANK GOD FOR THAT! Cuz unfortunately, even when I try not to be, I am, at times, high maintainance. Some men would run for the hills and anyone from here understands, that's pretty far away due to all of our flat land lmao.



Junior just woke up and has come to keep me company lol, my little shadow. And with that note, totally off the subject...lol, a certain friend of mine...whose name shall remain inside my tired little head...decided to try Patron and Hennesee, however you spell it...still hits you the same. lol ALL AT ONCE. And WAY too much so I got to take care of her last night. Bless her heart, she had to face a certain EX at the bar and she had taken a friend of the male sort with her to keep her company NOT knowing her ex would be there. Not a good mixture of drinks...I don't think she will be doin that again...oh and adding sweet bitch beer with that hard liquor is a BAD idea. Ladies...stick to one or the other and STAY in good company....don't worry nothin happened. I took care of her. We were all attending a birthday party and everything was goin great and my ex was there as well but seriously, there aren't hard feelings there anymore. Well, aside the fact that he is not "ALLOWED" to speak to me. Yeah, Awwwkwaaard. But you can see in his eyes that we were friends and if he was "ALLOWED" to speak to me, that we could probably be adults about it and be friends. Seriously, it does present a LARGE PURPLE ELEPHANT in the room when we're all there together and he can't even be polite and say hi without risking a breakup....ouch. My date introduced himself to EVERYONE and had some very mature conversations with EVERYONE. Interesting but Completely respectful and impressive in a way. He didn't have to. He coulda been petty and rude but he wasn't and I RESPECT that in a serious way. He just meshes well with everyone. Even my family...strange but awesome.



On a quite funny...no wait...HILARIOUS note, my nephew turned 4 years old today and we had a birthday party for him at my aunt's house. My sister brought her new significant other. He's a man of color. And proud to be black in every way. This is perfectly fine, other than the fact that my family is experiencing a culture shock. That's not funny at all...okay are you ready? Here it comes. My family normally bbq's but for the sake of being simple and easy...due to the fact that they went to Albuqurque to the big zoo, they ordered food. First time my sister's man has come to a family event...what did we eat???? CHICKEN Muahahahaha oh and Watermellon. Now that's coincidental but freakin hilarious! We've never had chicken at a family get-together. How ironical and fantastical is that shit? lmao!!!



Okay, It's time for bed. I'll post whether or not the tests come back okay...but that will be after tomorrow cuz they have to send off the tests for results and I have to meet with a Dr. to get them. I'm so used to eating at like 2am this is killing me cuz I can't eat. I have to Fast....yeah a diabetic fasting...nice. Anyways!!!! Have a great day and night and hope to post tonight if I find time. LOTS OF LOVE to my friends and family keepin up!

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