Wednesday, July 28, 2010

KNOCK ME DOWN...I'm getting right back up...smiling

Saturday, May 16, 2009


Current mood: aggravated

Well, it finally happened. My boss is a total Tyrant and has decided that she doesn't like me. Actually I've known this since I started in the school that I'm at, but she has probably now gotten her way. Yep, I caught Bronchitis and called in sick yesterday and I got a phone call from her saying that she's sick of me being sick. Strange because I've only called in sick twice there. Hmmm...well, whatever, there's nothin I can do about that but I am devastated at the fact that the one thing I live to do...SIGN in the school system here may have been completely ruined due to her high horse and issue with people having their own rules aside from hers. Unfortunately I may have actually been fired over being sick. Yep...not cool. I am looking into other options but I may have to be going back to school for a few semesters for my BA in order to push my own weight around. One degree isn't enough for her? FINE I'll finish the other in one semester and get my BA in a couple more...think I'm scared? I AM SHITLESS! But you know what? I can do this...with emphasis in Special Education, I can not only do what I had planned, but I can take over other positions as well...I ACCEPT your challenge lady and with a smile on my face, I will accomplish everything I needed to without the help of YOU who pays me too little for what I'm worth anyhow. Bring it on I say. Took me a whole 24 hours to get over this complication and now sick as a dog, I am exploring my options. I refuse to suck up to someone who treats me with no respect since I have done nothin but roll over and lick my nuts for her all year long. I'm done with taking it and not receiving any back. Now I have an appointment on Monday to talk to HER boss and explain how awful my year has been considering it's the first one I've EVER been interpreting even though when I switched schools, they turned me into a teacher as opposed to an interpreter, which I trained to be. Interpreting is fun for me. I LOVE my job and what I do...not many can say that but I CAN. I just need a boss who understands my love for my job and can alot me a few sick days to recover from whatever the sweet and loving kids have given me. lol, they're so generous with their germs. lol GOTTA LOVE EM! and I DO which is why I will fight for my underpaying job on Monday afternoon. If I do not succeed then it wasn't meant to be. I think this may be God's way of getting me the hell out of this town and prospering in a larger town that understands the duties of a Sign interpreter and respects them. Another journey. YAY and now I have someone to share the journey with. Support. Yes. Here I go look out world...here I come. And you better believe I'll be swingin my arms as I come as interpreters tend to do!!!!!!!!!!! I am who and what I am...accept me or don't. I still will give it my all. I can only do my best and shit happens. This is the case with anyone....why is that so hard to understand?

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