Thursday, August 27, 2009
Current mood: sweaty
So, the rest of my story comes into play unexpectedly in some ways and totally obvious in others. Hmmm...Let's recap on the last blog. Went to game (check), went to his work (check), went to breakfast (check), went to girl's game (check). Ex plays on girl's team. Wait...what? Yeah, but these guys and chicks have always supported each other in their softball games and it would have been wrong to stop going just cuz of breakups and woes. That's stupid. SO...The girls win their game making them the champs. Of course autonatically there is a party planned. Well I take off and run with my sister to get alcohol for this shindig. Yeah, we're the first ones to show up with alcohol and there are wet people everywhere. Yeah, like some sort of flash flood has just occured. Then it hits me...oh God, they have a pool and everyone is wet. Well then there it goes. I get picked up and carried to the back and thrown in. My sister of course, was next. No choice. Crazy drunken men trying to get women wet...what part of this is not easy to understand right? Right. Well I'm sitting around with a few of my friends and my sister when I feel this burning coming from my side. Okay, a wierd feeling...none the less. I look over and who stands staring right at me but one of my friend's exgirlfriends. OKAY I know that an ex is an ex and that is fine, but just cuz he spends his time with me cuz we're like BEST friends doesn't give you the right to treat me like that. Oh well, I smile at her and go on about what I was doing...LIKE I DO! Cuz I'm a pushover...hahaha just kidding, it's cuz I'm a freakin nice person and that's how I handle things. Avoid conflict. Why start shit? Makes ya look like an ass. So I go on about my business and have a great time until the food is ready and everyone ends up in the backyard getting food and standing around talkin. I notice that this chick is standing between me and the food. Okay I love food so I assume i have three choices...(walk away and come back later for food, yeah not likely)(act like a bitch and push my way around her, I'm just not that kind of person) OR (Introduce myself and squash the bullshit, after all she was with my best friend, she can't be all that bad....OH I shoulda been a bitch) lol, no seriously, I could have been, but then she wouldn't have made such an ass of herself in front of my friends, her friends, and our friends...and my best friend by doing what she did. I politely said, "Hi, I know who you are, but we've never been properly introduced, and since I know everyone else here, I thought I would introduce myself. I'm Kesha :)." Then I stuck my hand out to shake her hand. Bad Idea! She rolls her eyes and looks me up and down and turns around. I said Okay okay that's cool she can be that way, that's your deal. (I mean, how disrespectful can you be?) You know what though, I made an attempt and tried to cut out the high school jealousy shit, but now she's just a miserable stranger who wants what every girl wants. You gotta earn that status lol by bein cool. And she's just mean spirited. To be one of the guys and still get all the perks. Sorry sweetheart, position is filled...You had your chance and blew it, now that X in front of your name is for a good reason.
Yes, you may have gotten your way. Guess what. I'm not going anywhere and I love my life how it is. Nothin can change that but me. That means you, my nonfriend, cannot change me and I am nowhere near scared of you. :) I'm too happy to let someone who is so sad bring me down. Guess I'm one up darlin. Sorry for your loss. Hehehe And I'm back to bein ME :) Happy go lucky ME without the influence of negative people.
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