Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Current mood: relieved
OH do I love summer! Why must it go SO FAST? You know what's sad? I was so bored at the beginning of the Summer that I was actually checking to see when school was going to start again. I miss the kids that I work with and I'm sure all teachers must have this feeling, but I'm terrified that 2 whole months will create an issue with the fact that I had gotten so far with my students. Have they lost everything we've worked towards since Christmas? Oh well, soon it will be back to the grind and they will have no choice but to move forward :) I have faith in em and I know they will do well. One of the beautiful things about working in Special Education is that I know when I go back to work, not much will have changed. The kids may be older and they may have moved up a grade but I still have my clients for the most part :) yay. Unfortunately, the last few weeks have been SO chilled out and fun that now I don't want Summer to be over so quickly. Gotta get started on the Masters and I also gotta find a job this next summer so that I can vacation or something Great the year after. It's all about the MONEY! OW! Don't need it to be happy, but it sure would be nice to splurge on a few things. Like new lingerie or something.
Okay, it has been a while since I've talked about my love life...are you ready for this one? DUN DUN DUN! Guess what's goin on? (cue evil laughter) Muahahahaha. Nothing at all is happening. I have been honestly enjoying single life in it's natural form. Which, to me, is knowing where to go when you need anything and yet having a blast at the same time cuz you don't FEEL tied down. Real friendship is hard to find. You know, the kind where you don't want to pull your hair out at the end of the day just because you forgot to call and "check in" with someone who, by the way, is NOT your mother but who THINKS they should know where you are at every second of every day. EW. Done with that. Now I have my best girl friends that I call every chance I get to fill in the dirty details of my days and then I have my guy friends, which one imparticular, knows what happens on a day to day basis because we are enjoying each other's company a lot these days. YOU WISH you had a friend like him cuz he's freakin awesome. My other guy friends are too busy with you know...life lol. But seriously, other than the occasional phone call to family and my friends across the US, I like to stay in my own eliment. At home or with my closest friends. Socializing is LOTS of fun but chillin out with a great friend can be absolutely amazing. I do miss being one of the guys like I always was back in High School, but being the woman in a scene can be just as fun. Now if I can just STOP and lay back and let go of all of the stress I decided to carry for a few days there, I can clean up my complexion and get back to bein me :)
Did I just claim to be happy? No shit. Hmmm. I'll have to work on that one, this just can't be happening. I need drama or something to get to me or something. Peacefullness is not in my cards. I don't think... uh...Now I'm excited. I gotta go for now I'll be back on here later. OH and HEY! Because I don't get to talk to most of you ON a daily basis, it would be nice if my FRIENDS would call me and let me know what's goin on! I still have the same number as I did when I was a Sophomore in High School. So no excuses. Remember it's 575 now and 487 changed to 403. CALL ME!
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