Monday, April 27, 2009
Current mood: satisfied
When finding what we truly want in life, is it truly necessary to step on others to get there? How far will you go to get it? How many people will you hurt in order to reach your dream? Must we?
I lost a friend yesterday to petty cercumstances. Apparently guys aren't allowed to be friends with women anymore if they enter a relationship. Now I understand insecurities. I was just a walking insecurity through years of relationships...but now I'm able to tell myself, "Well, I lost him to another woman. Obviously I wasn't what he needed. Hope she is." In fact, I'm able to say that I'm happy on my own. This is a neat concept. I also get to giggle under my breathe as a certain ex of mine feels the pain of his game being played on him. That's it for that pettiness, but it's kinda nice to rely on Karma for that awful revenge you've wanted to stage ever since your heart got thrown on the floor and stomped on when you least expected it to, and by the person you trusted the most with it. Even after you promised you wouldn't give it to anyone ever again without being sure. AAahhh. Okay I'm done with that lol.
I'm still seductively single...yeah, doesn't that sound much better than "alone sitting in my PJ's watching sappy movies and eating ice cream by the bucket?" lmao. No, I didn't do that. Close, I lean more towards I leaned more towards chips and salsa lol. I'm from New Mexico what do you expect? Oh and Angry music. It helps.
I guess I'm just pleased to find myself on Karma's good side...but hey, us Bitches gotta stick together right? lol, I give no reason for Karma to be comin after me. I express myself through honesty and trying to be a good friend to as many people as I can be because friends are who you need when you feel alone. Especially when you DO find yourself stupidly watching "The Notebook" at midnight for God knows what reason all by yourself crying into your popcorn. lol. Thanks, by the way, Uno for answering lol.
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