Deal with today let go of yesterday

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Current mood: rejected

I look at the horrible day that threatens to ruin my entire being and I sigh as I realize that even though it's cold I have plenty of love and caring people to brighten this time in my life. I smirk as I run inside, the jar empty but hopeful for better times empty as life comes CRASHING DOWN I open it and grab a few pieces so that when I come out of this shining and beautiful with hope and love surrounding me on a perfect day I can look back and say HEY I'm fucking awesome and I can redeam myself no matter how much of a stupid woman I have found myself being. I know better than that. What is wrong with me. I should learn from my past and enjoy what I have and when it's taken from me, keep my head up so that I can see new stuff flying at me or hope that maybe someone notices how strong I can be and takes that into consideration in their own life trials or falls for what I can be and not what I always show that I am. :) I am STRONG, I am BEAUTIFUL, I am SMART, and I have accomplished much and have aspirations and dreams to accomplish more. I AM the entire package, as are most of us and we don't give ourselves the credit, so SMILE, and expect the best while preparing yourself for whatever life may throw at you. I AM BLESSED! Just another topping on this pie life likes to serve me as bitter sweet and I DON'T have to eat it. :) not good for me anyways. I said BRING IT ON, and then let my guard down as my body weakened through surgery...I somehow let my soul and heart do the same. I guess it's time to invest in that wall again ;) BREAK ME! I dare you. watch yourself crumble under the pressure of this tightly woven art that encompases...well... me :) YOU GUYS HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY! And don't forget that we are all unique in our own ways and sometimes it's that weakness that makes you so desireable to most. PEACE OUT FRIENDS :) keep smilin...you know why :P


WE ARE NOT GIVEN MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE IN A DAY SO LET GO OF WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY AND DEAL WITH THE BUSINESS AT HAND!!! REMEMBER WE ARE EXAMPLES TO THOSE WHO ARE WEAKER AND CANNOT HANDLE THE PRESSURE! APPARENTLY IF WE ARE LIVING IT, WE CAN HANDLE IT...SO I SAY THIS TO YOU!!!! PROVE IT!!!