New chapters...new friends...I'll keep it

Monday, August 31, 2009

Current mood: electric

So this weekend i definately made new friends. And the friends I already had were there too which made this weekend totally rock for the most part. I had a blast with some really fantastical people in my kickass apartment that I love so much.



So I have a friend that wanted to be left alone a little due to the fact that he's hot and he wants to see how his game is played with new playas if you catch my drift. I don't know why...but when I hang around, sometimes chicks back off a little so I understood this completely lol. Okay, no I felt a little alone and had to man up in order to handle this cuz my boys are my comfort zone right? Well, I cherish my friends and the understanding relationships I have with them. SOOOoooo it hit me hard but I want him to be happy WAY more than I want our friendship ruined so I did back off :). ANYWAYS...so I decided to throw a little shindig of my own and called a few people that have been number ones in my life for a while. Well, 6 glasses of wine, 1 glass of hen. and about 4 or 5 malibu and pineapple juices later...I was a wee bit giggly. lol. My sister by blood, my sister by choice, my sister's boyfriend and my best friend since kindergarten showed up by at least 3 in the AM. My other 2 homies came and then left an hour after it started. Not a bad night in the end I must say. I really enjoyed myself cuz wine affects me in a very happy go lucky kind of way I discovered. I stayed up till about 5 in the mornin...ok maybe 6 playing kareoke and then crashed out hardcore on my couch.



The next day around 3 in the afternoon I was up and coherent again so I went to my best friend's softball game to show support and my pretty FACE there for another friend that requested my presence. She's real cool and she has a little tiny baby that is JUST ADORABLE that I get to hold and love on while she keeps score of the game for the guys :). Anywho...a few more of my friends were at the game and I actually got to kick it with them all cuz for the first time they actually all sat by each other. That kinda rocked. Then the games were over and it was time to split and that friend that wanted space showed up for me and wanted to kick it. Can't argue with that AT ALL. So we left and went back to my place to cool off and as the night went on, more and more people started comin over and we had a FREAKIN BLAST! I gotta say....GREAT party if I do say so myself. Just chilled out but exciting all at the same time. Great new experiences and somethin I have never had before actually ended up workin out quite well.



OH and a few of my friends called that I haven't heard from in FOREVER and I got to talk to them as well which is completely awesome too :). BUT I need to call them all back cuz I was drunk or out of it every time I tried to have a long conversation, it just didn't work out for me lol.



I'm here now at my house and the weekend did end up pretty upsetting near the end. Sunday morning I got a phone call saying that my aunt had a massive heart attack and the front of her heart was completely blocked. They inserted a stint and they won't know if she will be okay until they remove it. She's in the hospital in a city near us at a great place to have heart patients but she's obviously not enjoying it. They hope she won't throw a clot when they remove the stint in a few days but we're all trying to keep her in our thoughts and prayers. She is in the ICU and is stable...but nothing will be said until they remove it to see if she can handle it on her own. I'm very sad about this and it will be on my mind until I know she is alright. I love my aunt and she has always accepted me and my choices and I don't know what I'll do if she's not okay. So, please throw out a thought or two for my family :) Love you guys.



Tell you what though, I did find outsomething today that made me shine shine shine. I won't tell you what...cuz this is new news to me but I can say that I kinda like it. Okay, no I like it alot. I think this may be a great chapter in my life cuz the rendition of the book I started years ago sucked...but this story is a feel good story in so many ways and I really like the twists and turns it is taking me on so far. Like a roller coaster ride that most people would get off and go well that was fun and now let's move to the next. NO I'm the kid on the ride beggin the guy to let me stay on cuz I love it so much :) YAY for my life...YAY!