Thursday, July 02, 2009
Current mood: rejected
Everyone assumes, because of how I talk, that I hate men. This is so not true. I love men. I just don't TRUST men that's all. All of my past relationships have been wonderful in different ways. My latest ex isn't a fan of my stories but this is my blog so I'll talk about whatever I want lol. And since you're still reading...you get to be my victim muahaha. My first love was full of wonderful things. We went on vacations, trips, camping, theme parks, we had nights under the stars and I will never forget the days we spent together feeding the ducks at the pond. I don't think I've ever seen one of my pets panic so badly that his fear of water lapsed long enough for him to swim across the nastiest water ever all due to his fear of bridges lol. We spent 7 years, although it was tough, together and my memories fall mostly with him. Unfortunate it didn't work out but I don't HATE him. I do hate the way I was treated in the end I finally saw it. I don't regret being with my next boyfriend. He boosted my confidence and showed me what it was like to be treated like the most gorgeous woman ever. Unfortunately, it didn't work out between us either. Way too many people thought they belonged in our relationship and that's strange cuz I'm used to it being a two way street. Anywho, my next serious one was strange, he had my mind, soul, heart, but never my body...but I loved him. He was in love with someone else so he never could give me his heart, but he treated me like a princess and treated me to all of the best things. The last boyfriend I had wasn't for long. We knew each other forever and so we assumed we could skip all of the stuff we knew we shouldn't. But we had wonderful times at the lake and laughed and hung out like best friends and it was a ton of fun. I had experiences while I was with him that I have never and probably will never do again lol. So as far as my past goes. SURE I loved em. And there were more...but these were the few that stuck for a long while or have effected my life in the present existance. I am at a loss for what to do now but I think I'll just have fun for a while. I got someone coming to pick me up and go to the lake today and he's really excited to see me. And I am too. SO LATA you guys it's lake day!
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