Today was actually just a continuance of last night. I finally got in touch with a best friend from High School that I've been dying to talk to for a while now. This friend of mine, which shall remain nameless for now, has been facing some trials and was apparently needing me just as much as I needed that same guidance from outside my circle of trust even. This was, of course, a huge goal in my new-found existance considering I lost touch with this person because they couldn't stand the fact that I was with my ex and wouldn't stand to watch me cower with each emotional blow to my ego, my confidence, and my heart.
A true friend would rather let you choose than to stand in the way or prevent you from being happy. Even if it means losing you for a while. This friend has yet to say, "I told you so" or even to make a comment on my situation other than, "I'm so sorry this happened to you. Glad to have you back." I sure hope that I am that good of a friend to those I encounter on my journey through life, because I know that is all I needed to hear to boost me up and get me runnin again. I have a few friends like that. You'd know them if you saw them. They seem to shine with a light that's difficult to miss. These friends have just started coming out of the woodworks...it's amazing. The sad part, some of them have never left my side, I just didn't realize how important and incredible they were until now.
To these people...to my rocks...I'm sorry it took me so long to come around. You've deserved a better friend than I have been to you and I hope to prove that I am capable of being better than I was led to believe I was. God bless your hearts for not throwing me in the lions' den. Actually, I'd LOVE to be in a den with Lions given my infatuation with large felines like tigers, leopards, lions, cheetas, muahahaha. Okay, back to you. lol I do appreciate you holding on for as long as it took me to figure things out. I love you for that. I will never forget it either.
Well Spring Break is officially over. Wah wah wah. Kids are back in school which means...I'm BACK at work. It wasn't so bad today. I missed signing and doing what I love. I know...blah, she likes to work lol. I seriously do. I love what I do and it makes me get up each morning and even when I've had the worst night I can dream of...I smile, dress up, go to work and change a life EVERY day. It feels GREAT! I curse you all with wonderful jobs. They're out there....But so are Chupacabras so watch your backs! hehe until I type again! laters all.
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