Dream on Dreamers!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Current mood: awake

So the dreamers are laughed at for expressing themselves. The ones who do not express themselves are mortified as they are dreamers as well...but they keep it to themselves. My dreams are interesting. Some wake me up at oh...let's say 1:30 IN THE MORNING leaving me wishing there was someone to check the closets for intruders but other than that, dreams are my escape.



Isn't it fantastic that if you go to bed thinking about someone they normally pop into your dreams at some point? I am able to go into the future, the past, or even create my present cercumstances ANY WAY I WANT TO and no one can tell me different. They are my dreams and my dreams alone. I don't even have to tell anyone that I have them unless it's just too exciting to keep to myself or I need help figuring one out. Amazing....they don't have to be right or even true. Kinda like my feelings. If I tell you I feel as if you don't appreciate me...you can argue all you want about what you do for me...I STILL don't FEEL as if you do. Those are MY feelings, you can't change the way I feel. My self esteem. If I am a victim of low self-esteem, I obviously can't blame you for it. That's MY self-esteem, that's how I think about myself. Not how YOU think of me or how THEY think of me. My self-esteem is my issue. Although I don't feel I have an issue with it at this point, I think I'm a sexy, young, single, woman who has been underappreciated for way too long. lol, but that's MY feelings lol, you can think different about me all you want, still doesn't change my feelings about myself. lmao. see how that works?



I could say the sky is purple. In some cases, it may be, but you can argue all you want with me...if I feel I'm right, then why fight over it. What does it matter if you get your way and say it's blue? It doesn't matter. That's YOUR self-esteem issue. AH, see now my issue is no longer the problem. Now we have a problem that you always have to be right whether or not I feel something is the other way. Wouldn't it be a whole mess of a lot easier if you just smiled and said, well that's not what I think but that's an interesting point of view love. HA. Problem solved.



I think we waste too much time fighting over the little stuff that really truly does not matter when the big issues are all within ourselves. I'm guilty of it, I know I'm not the only one. And guess what...if I want you in my dreams tonight when I head back to bed...there aint a damn thing you can do about it. lmao.



Now I hope when I do go back to sleep tonight I can dream of nice things or sweet things as opposed to what I was dreaming about, but my mind is vivid and I have a tremendous imagination that haunts me at times. Here I go again to try and wrestle with my emotions to give me a good dream. Although I think I would rather one be scary and leaving me gripping my taser lol, than to have one that is lovey dovey and sappy waking me up in a slump I have to psych myself out of! Sweet dreams! Dream on Dreamers (as my future ex-husband, Dane Cook would say). OH there we go, I'm gonna go dream about him lmao!



GOOD NIGHT!!!! SLEEP TIGHT!!! Tomorrow is the start of a new day with new situations and remember, depending how you go about handling them will determine how it will end. So SMILE and dont take anything too seriously! Then at least when you're gone, people will see you as an inspiration. Who wants to be felt sorry for? lol...not me!!!! BRING on the DAY!