Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Current mood: adored
So what happens when your head fills up so full with truth holding back out of sheer fear of losing a friend or a chance of losing the person you confide in and find comfort in? You would rather saw off an arm than lose a friend that brings out your crazy personality that is so much like theirs that you just crave hangin out with em. I'd give my left nut for this friend...but I don't have one. (I'm just sayin lol) Well, in my recent experience, letting all this go around someone who actually cares about you so much that they wouldn't hold it against you is so refreshing. This is how it went down...confusion, defensive arguing, hurt feelings, laughing, confusion again, being offended, awkward silence, laughing, truth spilling more, laughing, understanding, agreeing, laughing, hugging, laughing, joke telling, more laughing, then...hmmm yeah, well it end awkwardly well. I think I skipped a step but Im used to taking long strides so I like where I ended up. Guess that went um...good. I know I feel better getting it off my chest. Okay so what to do now...oh yes sleep. I can't do any more about anything tonight, it was long and confusing now I'm gonna go sleep through the night and hope my friend gets in contact with me tomorrow to show me how strong a friendship is even in stormy weather or when the LITTLE things come trying to ruin your day. Maybe we'll kick it and watch a flick or something. Maybe not on account of family. :) Nuff said.
I'm afraid that another one of my friends has decided that she's not talking to me or something. I hope she comes around. I treat her like my sister. OH and I am back at work. :) Just wanted to let you people know that I'm STOKED TO BE WORKIN!!!! YAY! Oh, and the saying sneaks in again, (DON'T TAKE SOMEONE'S HOPE, IT MAY BE ALL THEY HAVE). My friend got my longer version of that one, but it wouldn't make sense on here cuz it was just for him HA! Cuz it's HIS phone. "That one blew my head off" Hahaha. SLEEP TIME, SO tired, so freakin tired. Sleep with help me through the night lol. Time goes by so quickly when you're uncontious lol.
I AM me. You are YOU. It's what we do best and no one can take that from us readers. :) So friends, Be HAPPY with who you are and OWN it. SOmeone is gonna love it. Someone is gonna come to a realization while you're bein a dumbass like we do and they're gonna go...yeah, but THAT's what makes you work so well with me. :) Do I believe you have one soul mate? NO. But I do believe that when you are better together than when you're with anyone else it's meant to be. OH know what else? It may take searching to decide that the others are not as compatible OOOOOOOHHHHH. Soul search, find you, find your heart that so many assholes spread all over the place, find your comfort zone, find confidence, Find a puppy, find something that actually rhymes with ghonarreah (however you spell it) just don't catch it lmao. OH WAIT, hey HOMIE, everything RHYMES WITH that huh? lmao. Then when you find all that, or one or whatever...look back and see if someone during that time may have been giggling the entire time you were doing this cuz well it didn't matter to them. But they may have enjoyed watching you bend over to pick these things up. GOOD NIGHT my readers. :) keep smiling, it's contagious.
I wash my hands of all issues and stay true to my caring, loving, one-of-a kind heart :) and DUDE, I wanna throw a wet dish sponge filled with peanut butter at your face. (I'm just sayin)
lol Then I'll kiss your cheek and make it better...When I stop laughing.
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