Birthday Commotion

Sunday, October 18, 2009
Current mood: nostalgic

So in the wonderment that was my birthday I descovered that...peanut butter/jelly shots are cool for your sweet birthday tastes after 5 shots of Patron, a shot of crown, 3 lemon drops, 4 beers. Especially when you have 4 of those. That's 12 free shots. Then I drank a bend me over the bedpost. Yes that's the name of it...it's potent and strong :) I liked it. I even sang a song with my friend Kereoke style :P We weren't bad lol. Got a grill for my birthday and then had a BBQ the night after my birthday. Yes it was totally awesome. The Jewnicorn became popular with my best friend at his house after taking a movie and making it into a HUGE joke although the only time they mention it is for like 20 seconds out of the entire thing. It was just magical lol. You should see the Jewnicorn version we have created and it has a theme song that is SUNG by none other than my best guy friend...and he does it well. lol Then the very next day after the BBQ I got to hang out with this great guy and watch a football game with him (shut up I know I don't have a team but it was fun) and it was at a resteraunt where I can eat...YAY my favorite thing to do. Then to watch practice where I played DJ (not well but I did alright) lol. THEN to a friend's house to eat a wonderful dinner with them cooked by my girl. Tons of fun and fantastical things goin on right before I realize that my bank is overdrawn which is NOT normal for me, but I didn't get paid due to my being out for 3 weeks with my surgery. Then I got some news blurted out at me out of nowhere I assume because of texts since I had no warning whatsoever...and it was a known thing to happen like I knew it was coming, but it was in front of my friend that THAT sucked major. I felt a little like an idiot. Fortunately my best friend is the one that told me this "info" so I got over it real quick and manned up so that I can show my strengths and understanding in other people's needs. Especially when it's someone I care about. I need him to be happy. I'll do whatever it takes to make sure that happens too. Cuz it's who I am.Biotch...just kidding I needed an outburst. I'm done now. I think. When things go bad between friends...who do you run to? I pick my best friend. Well shit, I'm having this difficulty with him so who now? My other friends, well but they seem so busy lately. Hmmm...NO my best friend. RIGHT? time to be honest and share what I should. be honest. Be fair. Be...YOURSELF no matter what anyone thinks. Screw them if they can't accept you right? Screw that. Be loud. Be obnoxious. Be playful. Be strong. Be happy. Maybe in this blog I'm talking to no one but myself. Maybe you understand. Maybe you don't. Either way, it's what I feel so it's what I write. I'll be more upbeat tomorrow I promise. But for now I need this out.