Another Chapter, Another book

Show em...you can pick your head up and keep it there, no matter what comes at you, you are confident with your looks, personality, and ability to take whatever life throws at you and flip it around to where it benefits not just you but all around you.


Once again, I have reached out on a limb and decided not to let the wind knock me off. That being said, it is like 80mph winds right now...literally...outside that is and it is quite scary out on my psychological limb. YES I did make a stand and decide that to work things out, sometimes you gotta mess it up a little and step back to re-evaluate the situation. If we don't do it now, it may never get done. Sounds awesome right? Never having to do it at all, that is. However, it is not. If its never addressed then eventually it will all blow up in your face leaving you looking completely taken a back and deep down, you know that it would happen all along. You just chose to set it aside and not pay attention to it even though it comes kicking and screaming toward you every fight, every silent night, every single step you take forward, it is there. Staring you in the face, waiting until you are least ready for it and then it jumps out and rips your heart out. I know what you're thinking. Not me. I'm smarter than that. We are fine. Some things are better left alone. WRONG! Well, at least I think it's wrong. I believe that if you just take care of it and look right at it and cut it off, you can also have Charlee Sheen syndrome. You know, winning lol. We have ample chance right now that I have agreed to take on. I moved out. Do I love him? Yes. Can I see myself spending my life with him...yes. Does everything always go how we want it to? NO WAY or I'd be a millionair with tons of animals, I'd work at a paper and I'd have KA medical insurance just to write what I feel for people. Not happening today. Won't happen tomorrow. I can control some things in my life though and those things are the ones that make me a respectable person. SOOOoo I'm hoping that i seem like the queen of RESPECT due to what I have been putting myself and the ones I love through. Here it goes, to everyone who cares, I'm doing great. Just like any one of you would. We are strong people. We can make it through anything possible. I will say that I have seen some horrible things happen to some pretty awesome people and we can all agree that it takes an amazingly strong person to get through some of it. So I end with this...If we do our best, and it isn't enough, we are still the best. Drop everyone who doesn't appreciate it because YOU are amazing.


- Kesha Flint