Who saves you?

So today I was reading up on some authors that I love and came across a few I have never heard of. Well I shouldn't say never, I just don't remember them. One in particular was named Goethe. What do I like about this author? First of all, I can understand the language without having to read it 3 times wondering all the while whether or not they wanted me to take the writing in that way or another. The other thing is that I could kinda hear my own voice a little when reading it. I enjoy talking to myself so why wouldn't I enjoy reading something that sounds like I would have written it? So I read something about loving yourself. I sensed sarcasm in some of the writing so yeah that's always fantastic as well. Anyways, if you're gonna be a writer you have to keep feeding your psyche. You have to read others' writing or else you will block out. I had stopped reading. Yeah, pretty much entirely so while stuck in the library with no client, I decided to randomly pick up a book and read. I read about everything from hating life, loving life, marriage (good and bad), plays, poetry, and short stories to spark my creativity. All I was getting was stupid sarcastic comments about their writings. Hahaha.

What I got out of it was...this:

If you feel as if you are human,
You will never save anyone,
heart or soul or otherwise.
If you feel like you are amazing,
Then you can do the impossible,
Truly save another's life.
But when they choose another,
You cannot be broken hearted,
For you lead them to that ability,
If you are that amazing,
Give someone else a chance,
To focus on you for the saving.

I don't know. Anyone who thinks they are that amazing won't give anyone a chance to get in to save them. Why? Because we are too strong to let that happen. But if you do find yourself letting someone in, then maybe you are stronger than you thought you were. I guess I need to say tho that if you save someone and help them love themselves, and then you just aren't what they lean towards when soul searching, you should walk away happy, knowing that you wanted the best for that person or you wouldn't have bothered and that is the time to prove your strength fully. It's scary and hard and incredibly ironic, but it happens and you gotta be able to let it go. YOU are a better person in the end and you can feel fantastic knowing in some way, you saved a life. ROCK on wit your bad self ya HERO you.

Someday you'll be lucky enough to find that same love with someone where you can save each other. When that happens, you'll know what it feels like to be both strong and weak at the same time. Sounds disgusting but it is pure bliss.

SEE now I explained my writing after I wrote it. No wondering how to take the writing or whether or not you mis-interpreted it. Which reminds me of a saying I read...

LIFE is a foreign language that everyone misinterprets.
(as an interpreter this one is truly appreciated)
SO LIVE IT, let your wall down but be strong enough to build it back up should someone unworthy step into your space.

LOVE YA ALL. Kesha...out.


- Kesha Flint