Sunday, August 08, 2010
Current mood: chipper
We had a BBQ last night and I have a much missed and appreciated friend here staying for a few days while he calms down his life. Well, maybe it's just to get his mind off of things. Whatever the case may be, we're glad he's here. He seems to be having an alright time. Andy and I had lots of people over last night helping to put a motorcycle back to its original state...that is...before it got tipped over...OOPS. (wasn't me this time lol) And they fixed a window...or attempted it yesterday leaving me with a very interesting conversation piece...a beautiful view of a tree out the window. :) lol. Well maybe I wasn't so excited about that. but it was well on it's way and the group of people that gathers when one of these guys needs assistance is unreal. I've never seen friends connect so well in so many interesting and awquard ways...but it works. Well, for the most part. We still have a few people that choose to leave when others arrive and vice versa but you know...it still never creates too much of a bad situation. :) So no worries.
THOUGHT OF MY DAY!!!! I want to say that if anyone specifically wants to point fingers when it comes to backstabbing, maybe we should first put down the knives in our hands so we quit poking people who don't deserve it. :) I am happy and am not a victim so far. Hopefully I can avoid that drama. haha. Funny to me only because I've been there before. Everyone is a hypocrite at some point in their lives and it REALLY sucks when you catch yourself being one. This time...I'm in the clear.
A certain ex of mine spent a weekend with a group of friends that we knew back when. This is awesome. I hope that they can stay friends cuz they're good people. The people THEY were staying with were a bit close to home. People that Andy and I find ourselves around quite often. Strangely enough I feel weird about the situation. You know what confuses me? WHY WHY I ASK did people feel the need to come and run to me and tell me all about it as if my boots just got stolen in a mad dash to steal my truck and ran over my dog on the way out?(the ultimate sad country song) I don't care! Hope he is very happy and my friends...no matter who they are...are welcome to hang out with anyone they please and quite frankly, I think it's a little awesome that they can still kick it even after everything that has happened between them :) THAT makes for some cool friends. The kind that don't just take off ya know? :) Anyways...whew. Guess I needed to get that out without throwing it at my man. It's not fair to bring up the ex to your Boyfriend no matter how interesting the situation may be. It will present itself eventually and I'm sure will be a conversation but I'll let it be a story that I wasn't expecting and didn't really want lol. No offense to the people who wanted to tell me. LOVE those people too. They saw a connection and felt I would want to know. But I'm madly in love with my Andy and don't need updates on my ex when they're that close to home. All I wanna know is if he's ok. And otherwise if he's ready to be civil again. IF anyone gets word on that...gimme a holler cuz me and Andy would love to make that water under the bridge less murky...lol is that a word even? I don't know. I'm starting to get worn out.
SPEAKING of being worn out...I have been sick the past few days and it's not been pretty. lol. Although I kept my composure the second day as hostess...or at least made a solid attempt...I spent most of my time trying not to let people know that I was secretly loosin my lunch (litterally) In the bathroom every half hour or so. Yeah. Throwing up with a bunch of people at your house is not fun. But I made it and even forced myself to eat at one point. HAPPILY I can say that I have myself back under control today and I'm feeling much better. GOOD THING cuz I work tomorrow 8-4 or something like that so it's time to perk up and look pretty for my clients, coworkers, and most of all...myself. Can't give 110% unless you feel that way first :) ON THAT NOTE.....
TIME TO SIGN OFF! Miss writing. Now I have a schedule it should be more frequent. :) HAVE A GREAT ONE! KEEP YOUR HEAD UP! LOVE LOVE LOVE!
